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[02 Jan 2005|07:17pm] |
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i'm sitting in my room watching garden state for the 3rd time today and my mom calls me from the kitchen to tell me it's time for dinner.
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| soooooo |
[01 Jan 2005|04:38pm] |
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music |
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the haunted - under the surface |
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i had fun.
cups left in the parking lot.
joe without pants <3 times 234857235907465639084.
bridget losing the captain.
britt + me + trent + the jack = fun.
blake on the bathroom floor with ritz crackers.
annabelle + joe = camera whores.
bunch of people i don't know.
there's more, just can't remember.
pictures coming soon.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
peachcake tonight at the clubhouse.
i'm excited.
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| weeee |
[27 Dec 2004|08:56pm] |
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bored |
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music |
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the chariot - yellow dress: locked knees |
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i got my record player. now i can listen to my buttrock vinyl thats been collecting dust for a year. poison has not left that player all weekend.
went shopping and i bought:
- converge - you fail me on vinyl. it's red. it's pretty.
- the chariot - everything is alive everything is breathing nothing is dead and nothing is bleeding. i have it already but its burnt and this has a sticker that says 'for fans of converge, every time i die & ashlee simpson'. i laughed and had to buy it.
- 2 spawn comics for $1 each
- billy joel - an innocent man vinyl
- social distortion - mommy's little monster vinyl
yes i went a little vinyl crazy but thats ok, i only spent $20 on all of it.
i lost my where eagles dare cd. i think i may have left it in tempe, or that hardcore kid took it.
i saw the kid that looks like bert from the used. he's so cute. i'm going to be pathetic....he smiled at me and said hello.
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| i'm confused |
[25 Dec 2004|04:25am] |
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 contemplative |
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music |
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mae - sun |
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sometimes it seems like he does love me like he says, but other times, more often than not, i really don't think it's as much as he says.
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| goodbye |
[18 Dec 2004|10:15pm] |
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drained |
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fall out boy - dead on arrival |
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i'm going to fall off the face of the earth for about a week, maybe longer if my plane crashes somewhere between here and the other side of the country.
but don't worry, i know you won't miss me while i hang out with loud, old, racist italians in florida.
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| i hate life |
[16 Dec 2004|11:50pm] |
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 dead inside |
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music |
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head automatica - beating heart baby |
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2 things i've missed while i was away at college:
1. my dog
2. DEGRASSI
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| PHOENIX FEST! |
[13 Dec 2004|05:44pm] |
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hollow |
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7 angels 7 plagues - someday |
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| i should just give up. |
[12 Dec 2004|10:48pm] |
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heartbroken |
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nick on the phone |
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it seriously feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest.
tyler hates me because my phone sent a text message 4 times when i only sent it once. i got all three of his texts at the same time apparently 2 hours after i sent mine and it made me cry so fucking hard. i tried calling him and explaining but he didn't want to hear it. i really don't want to lose him. he's a really good friend, plus it would make everyone right about him and i know they're wrong. hopefully soon he'll stay on the phone long enough to work it out because i really want that. i don't want to lose him.
something amazing happened and i'm excited for the next 3-5 years, than after that, (not to sound corny) my dreams will come true. --val is probably calling me a faggot but now i finally know how she feels
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| mother-fucking-nate |
[11 Dec 2004|01:12am] |
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ecstatic |
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music |
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taproot - now |
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nathan cut his fucking hair. what the fuck. .... vehemence is now all short hair besides chavez. chavez cuts his hair and i will go insane.
anyway, decided not to go to peachcake karaoke because i would pay 8 bucks to see other people sing peachcake so i went to vehemence instead and it was fucking brutal. but it was awesome...breakdown.
- razor (i think) - definate suckage. the singer totally thought he was james from metallica...not the awesome early years, nope it was the shitty 'i cut my hair but still think i'm badass and make awesome noises like a faggot'. he also told the crowd to get nutty. who does that?!
- shattered - they were .... shattered ... can't say i'm a fan so i didn't watch much
- autumns end - awesome just like the last time i saw them with motive and sephiroth. props for taking off the hat for dimebag.
- motive - once again, not a fan. i stood there motionless and the bassist kept making faces at me that would normally get someone excited and go crazy...yeah didn't work.
- vehemence - one of the best shows i've seen them play...minus chavez' guitar problems and something was wrong with andy during the last song. too tired i think it was. anyway, they were badass like usual. lots of headbanging at this show...more than i usually do.
and now i'm home.
tomorrow is starr's birthday and i might go over her place and party it up if cory doesn't call me back to tell me where his show is.
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| i have a math final in 2 hours |
[10 Dec 2004|10:51am] |
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tired |
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the haunted - everlasting |
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i went to a concert last night at glendale arena. it was a pretty good show. i was up in a suite and that totally sucked! you thought it'd be cool but it wasn't. i missed being part of the crowd and the energy. god i wanted to go down and be in the pit for authority zero and story of the year so fucking badly because they were weak. that's right, all you fuckers that were in those pits....LAME!! geez i wanted to fuck up shit when i saw how lame they were.
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| 6 hours later..... |
[09 Dec 2004|05:01am] |
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empty |
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pantera - walk |
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i still can't get over this.
i'm so devastated.
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[08 Dec 2004|05:00pm] |
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happy |
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music |
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scary kids scaring kids - locked in |
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once again....
i have had an amazing couple of days.
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| hold on wait a second |
[04 Dec 2004|11:45pm] |
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 content |
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reggie and the full effect - from me 2 u |
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bridget!!! i never got to thank you for not telling me how stupid it is to like him.
so....
THANK YOU!!!!
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anyway, i get to see story of the year, authority zero, jimmy eat world and the hives for free on thursday. i'm excited.
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| sigh |
[02 Dec 2004|03:47am] |
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 loved |
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music |
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thrice - awake and avenge the dead |
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i love him. i don't think i can say that enough. everyone knows i don't do this. i can't help it. he's not like anyone i've ever had feelings for. he really cares about me. i love when he tells me. i'm just so content when i'm talking to him. he makes me smile. the only thing i would change is the fact that he is 1200 some odd miles away in fucking arkansas.
nothing else today seems to matter but those 2+ hours talking to him.
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| blah |
[30 Nov 2004|09:13pm] |
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 dirty |
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music |
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metallica - fade to black |
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this thing is stupid but i love it now.
just got done with clean and beautiful. stupid shit. period.
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| blah blah blah i'm a dirty tramp. |
[29 Nov 2004|06:12pm] |
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drained |
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music |
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hulk hogan - hulkamaniac |
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i need more hardcore friends.
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i went to red tear memory/adams fall/kill the last hour saturday night at the phix. there were a lot more bands but they're not important. everyone metal left after the 3rd band since all that was left were hardcore bands. stools were flying and hardcore dancing was fun. i felt weird being there by myself with some girl that has a crush on rob and kept talking about him and how she wants him. i kinda wanted to beat her up cuz all i wanted to do was watch the bands but she just ruined it for me plus you can't talk to me about liking rob, that kid is like my brother. it was sad.
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its songs like this that i wish i could see the crue more.
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sick